Why I had to end your life…
Please don’t look at me that way
I want you to hear what I have to say
I want to try to help you see
What having you around would have meant to me
Please don’t cry but understand
That you were just never part of the plan
I had dreams and hopes for life
So many things to see and feel and do
My house, my man, my other kids
There was just never room for you
Please don’t look at me that way
You’re not hearing what I have to say
I couldn’t imagine giving any more love
The little family I already had was enough
We wanted to travel, fix the house, and change careers
That would have never happened with you around here
We were done, moving on and gaining ground
You only complicated the scene
I thought you would eventually come around
And understand what having you here would really mean
Please don’t look at me that way
Don’t you understand what I’ve had to say
It was my choice not yours to make
You have no right to tell me it was a mistake
Your strange and unwelcomed intrusion
Would have only brought fear and confusion
Why are you being so selfish
Don’t you see what your life would have done
Derailing what was already established
Restarting a race I had already run
You’ve got to stop looking at me that way
I have told you all that I have to say
I can’t take it back or make it right
You never had the chance to win this fight
But you’ve seen how you’ve stirred up so much strife
And that’s simply why I had to end your life